20200712 Daily report: relax

Today I rested.  That’s putting a gloss on it, though.  I woke up with an almost-headache.  That’s bad because it feels like you are about to get a headache and it’s very foreboding, like it’s hanging over you and you are reluctant to start anything.  So resting it was.  I had no interest in planning anything complicated or cooking anything complicated, as you will see.  The most complicated thing I cooked today was my sandwich, and I didn’t even take a picture.

My food intake and calorie count

Breakfast – skipped 

  • 00 calories

Lunch – bagel (330); ham (100); salami (110); cheese (50); olive tapenade (30);

  • 620 calories 

Dinner – chicken pieces (100); chips (100); buffalo chicken wrap with tomato and lettuce (170);

  • 370 calories

Snacking – 99g ice cream (240); pretzels and cheese (300)

  • 540 calories

Total for the day: 1530 calories (limit 1850)

More rest!

The almost-headache didn’t go away until late afternoon.  I did manage to get a few things done, but between my headache-ish lethargy and the hot weather expected for this week, I have planned out a very simple menu.  Yes, part of the price for the weight control lifestyle is to spend part of the weekend planning and preparing for the next week.  That’s done and I won’t starve.  I was even able to cut up a watermelon, which is a very good one, and so I have snacks prepared too.  I know I have to take care of myself so that I will be happy eating a restricted number of calories.  

Really, 1850 calories is not a small amount.  But it is a restriction and part of me doesn’t like to be restricted.  That part has to be kept appeased.  Instead of forcing myself to eat “less” than I want, I plan ahead to make sure that at least the 1850 will be very, very nice food.  Just what I want.

Have a good week!  It’s a new week and a new week can be a good week.  Don’t worry about last week, you can’t change it now.  

-The Doctor